NA Video Meetings
Here are the links to real 12 step NA fellowship meetings. These meetings are free to attend and it's not necessary to have a camera or microphone to listen in. Please check them out...they can be a real lifesaver! This is one of the best resources around when dealing with Alcoholism and Addiction.
Seed of Gratitude
Being grateful doesn't mean you deny reality. Gratitude doesn't even measure blessings or compare fortunes with others. Gratitude takes a larger perspective than circumstances which are always changing in any case. Gratitude is appreciation for life's ever changing and always surprising flow.
Say to yourself: I am grateful for curiosity and the ability to be surprised.